Quote of the day:
“Calculus needs total consciousness, bukan macam solat awak, tiba-tiba je dah bagi salam.” –Puan Siti Rohani

Don’t misinterpret it into something negative or unreligious, because what my math teacher said didn’t mean anything close.

She asked, “Kenapa bukan macam solat awak?”
We would have answered, “Tak khusyuk”, because I’m sure that was what most of us in the class were thinking.
But the undeniably correct answer was actually, “Dah biasa sangat”.

I think I’ve reached the point where praying is just a mere daily routine for me. I take it seriously, but it has become more a part of my day-to-day life chronology than a compulsory responsibility. I do it, religiously in fact, but the meaning does not really permeate deeply. I couldn’t remember the last time I performed a truly immaculate prayer. And that worries me. Sebab ‘dah biasa sangat’, I don’t put a lot of meaning or feelings into it, and I guess that’s one of the most precise reasons why I feel so empty lately.

I’m in serious need of some guidance.
For both my religious adherence and calculus proficiency.