i went for my usual monthly appoinment with dr chang and as i analyzed every patient in the waiting room, i thought, 'wow. all these years i have been fussing over nothing.' i admit that as a 17-year-old, i have my regular teenage angst and depression that constantly lead to childish tantrums. i mean, come on, any teenager who doesn't have those is not possibly normal and i am already wayyy out of the 'normal zone' now(refer to previous post). anyway, all i wanted to say now, having realized all these things, is:
"people, sorry for all the door-banging, the 'i don't care' or 'u think my job is to look after your stuff?' replies, the sulking, the remote control-destroying, the brevity, and not forgetting, the bleeding from outlet-punching"
ok. enough self-reflection or self-assurance-over-own-flaws. whatever. i'm now at kak pai's in kajang. mama, kak pai and kak ita are in deep conversation about star wars, i think. tomorrow i'll be heading back to kmb, monday'll be the first day of our 2nd semester and these next 5 months will be my personal living hell. *this is where you shout hoorayyy in a mocking tone*
so, bye.
p/s: since i'm gay now, ****e*, i am OVER you. hell yeah.
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